If you are not in the mood to listen to a venting session, please skip to the end of this post..
I am so perplexed and frustrated right now. When we had the MRI we had to make an apt to get the results. For some reason they really did not want to give them to us. So when they called and tried to schedule an apt ASAP to got over the MRA results we figured, they must have found something, not so. It just showed more info about my stupid carotid artery that doesn't work. WE ALREADY KNEW THAT!!!!! I knew nothing would come out of that test and why I let a stupid phone call get my hopes up I will never know. So now back to square one. MS? Crazy Lady Syndrome? Or wait, wait, oh I almost forgot....it's HEARTBURN! That's why I can't breathe, the right side of my body likes to go into uncontrollable spasms, my head spins and fills with so much pressure I can't walk in a straight line, and now my right leg gives out on me when I walk. Yeah, heartburn, that makes so much sense. Gee... why didn't I think of it at the beginning.
Do I feel better for ranting? A little, so thanks for listening, um... I mean reading.. But what I really need is chocolate. A big extra strength chocolate pill. That will maybe make me feel a little better.
But, the good news is nothing serious showed up on the MRA. I am very thankful for that. I just need the frustration to subside a little so that I can feel that gratitude a little more. Other good news is, I had a great day today (minus the trip to Dr. Quack's office) I cleaned out and organized the girls bedroom, was able to have preschool time with the boys, and did some laundry.